Hon, i miss you. and i'm so sorry.

Hon, i miss you. and i'm so sorry. i
hope you won't get mad at me.
remember we promised that you'll
pick me up at the airport right? well, i
just landed. my dad had an
emergency and we immediately went
home way out of schedule. he's a
wreck right now and he's sending me
somewhere to relieve myself from the
stress. i think you're still sleeping
and i hope you'll understand. i love
u.
My eyes went wide with shock.
An emergency? Why is she
apologizing? Is she okay?
I panicked as I replied to her as fast
as I can.
to: Honey
it's okay babe. are u okay? i'm
worried right now, please tell me
you're fine. :(
from: Honey
yes hon. i'm okay. though i keep on
worrying about dad. he's a little bit of
a workaholic and it's haunting him
now. i'm on the road right now. my
driver is sending me home. don't
worry now okay? i'm sorry for waking
you up. i miss u.
to: Honey
aahh. i'm glad. i miss you to hon. but
i'm kinda sad we couldn't meet
sooner. :( i think you're tired from the
trip, i should let you rest.
from: Honey
it's okay hon. uhm, my dad is
sending me somewhere so i can't
arrange to meet you but how about
we go with your first plan?
to: Honey
you mean, we'll meet at the first day
of class hon?
from: Honey
yes hon. since i think it's the earliest
time that we can meet. i can't wait to
see you. :)
to: Honey
me too hon. i love you so much.
please take care okay? and you
should take some rest. i don't want
you to get sick due to stress. as
much as i want to keep in touch with
you, your health comes first. so,
please sleep now. okay? mwah. :)
from: Honey
your bribing me with a kiss? :D
I chuckled with her reply.
to: Honey
maybe. :P kidding! mwah mwah
mwah. now please sleep hon. and
dream of me. :) oh, scratch that, uhm,
dream of us.. :D
from: Honey
okay honey. i feel dizzy thinking of
your kisses. keke. i will. i love u.
mwah. :)
to: Honey
alright, now let's sleep and meet in
dreamland. i love you too hon. :)
I smiled a lot as I laid back down on
my bed. It's 4 AM but here I am,
giggling to myself.
In my darkness, you will always be
my light.
I sighed and closed my eyes.
Before I slept, a thought hovered
around my head.
Who will I see? Honey or Hearty?
Then darkness engulfed me.
I opened my eyes as the sunlight
tried to blind me off with its radiance.
I blinked.
Wow. I didn't have a dream, or at
least I can't remember it.
I smiled as I glanced at my phone. I
texted Honey a good morning and I
stood up to take a shower.
I felt so happy knowing Honey's back
that I actually took a lot of time to
get ready. I was singing/howling in
the bathroom as I celebrated Honey's
return.
When I finished, I picked my phone
up. No messages.
I sighed, maybe she's still asleep.
I smiled to myself.
Maybe she's still dreaming of me.
keke.
I smacked my forehead, how did I
become this delusional? I shook my
head and grinned.
I went to the kitchen and for once I
felt lonely.
This is my parents fault for coming
here. Hmph.
I sat on the kitchen stool imagining
that they're still here.
I used to do that when I was a child
and they're both away on a trip. I
always had Robert back then. He'd
sing to me while cooking me my
favorite breakfast even though the
chef was there, ready to cook for me.
He always made me feel important,
specially at times when I feel
worthless and undeserving. I looked
up and glanced at the spot he
occupied yesterday. I didn't bother to
stop my tears, crying always relieves
my heart from pain. It shows that I'm
strong enough to deal with how I
feel. My dad told me that. I hugged
myself and just slumped my head on
the counter.
After an hour, my stomach started
grumbling and I realized I haven't
eaten yet. I dried my tears and started
preparing my breakfast. I went to the
living room and played music through
the player to stop me from feeling
alone again. I checked my phone and
seeing no new messages, I placed it
on the center table.
I sang to each song played and even
danced a little. I finished cooking my
favorite dish that actually took some
time for me to cook. My cooking
skills are getting rusty. I ate my food
as I hummed to the songs.
Afterwards, I washed my plates,
utensils and cleaned the mess I made
in the kitchen while I was busy with
my concierto earlier.
I went to the living room and turned
off the music and turned on the TV.
I watched anime this time and
jumped on the couch. I was actually
having a good time and I realized that
I missed my childhood a lot. This
made me think of my friends. I should
really call them some time.
I picked up my phone and found out I
had a few messages. I read each one.
from: Mom
dear, you can come back home if you
want to. we miss you here. love you.
take care always.
Wow. Can mothers really feel it when
their child is hurting? Amazing. I
typed and sent my reply saying that
I'm okay and I will go home if I get
bored.
from: Honey
good morning hon. i arrived safely by
the way, and i dreamt of us. :D
I smiled but then I remembered I
didn't dream of anything last night.
to: Honey
i love u hon. i will never get tired of
saying this. :)
I squealed. I'm being cheezy again!
Then I started reading more texts.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Hon, i miss you. and i'm so sorry. ihope you won't get mad at me.remember we promised that you'llpick me up at the airport right? well, ijust landed. my dad had anemergency and we immediately wenthome way out of schedule. he's awreck right now and he's sending mesomewhere to relieve myself from thestress. i think you're still sleepingand i hope you'll understand. i loveu.My eyes went wide with shock.An emergency? Why is sheapologizing? Is she okay?I panicked as I replied to her as fastas I can.to: Honeyit's okay babe. are u okay? i'mworried right now, please tell meyou're fine. :(from: Honeyyes hon. i'm okay. though i keep onworrying about dad. he's a little bit ofa workaholic and it's haunting himnow. i'm on the road right now. mydriver is sending me home. don'tworry now okay? i'm sorry for wakingyou up. i miss u.to: Honeyaahh. i'm glad. i miss you to hon. buti'm kinda sad we couldn't meetsooner. :( i think you're tired from thetrip, i should let you rest.from: Honeyit's okay hon. uhm, my dad issending me somewhere so i can'tarrange to meet you but how aboutwe go with your first plan?to: Honeyyou mean, we'll meet at the first dayof class hon?from: Honeyyes hon. since i think it's the earliesttime that we can meet. i can't wait tosee you. :)to: Honeyme too hon. i love you so much.please take care okay? and youshould take some rest. i don't wantyou to get sick due to stress. asmuch as i want to keep in touch withyou, your health comes first. so,please sleep now. okay? mwah. :)from: Honeyyour bribing me with a kiss? :DI chuckled with her reply.to: Honeymaybe. :P kidding! mwah mwahmwah. now please sleep hon. anddream of me. :) oh, scratch that, uhm,dream of us.. :Dfrom: Honeyokay honey. i feel dizzy thinking ofyour kisses. keke. i will. i love u.mwah. :)to: Honeyalright, now let's sleep and meet indreamland. i love you too hon. :)I smiled a lot as I laid back down onmy bed. It's 4 AM but here I am,giggling to myself.In my darkness, you will always bemy light.I sighed and closed my eyes.Before I slept, a thought hoveredaround my head.Who will I see? Honey or Hearty?Then darkness engulfed me.I opened my eyes as the sunlighttried to blind me off with its radiance.I blinked.Wow. I didn't have a dream, or atleast I can't remember it.I smiled as I glanced at my phone. Itexted Honey a good morning and Istood up to take a shower.I felt so happy knowing Honey's backthat I actually took a lot of time toget ready. I was singing/howling inthe bathroom as I celebrated Honey'sreturn.When I finished, I picked my phoneup. No messages.I sighed, maybe she's still asleep.I smiled to myself.Maybe she's still dreaming of me.keke.I smacked my forehead, how did Ibecome this delusional? I shook myhead and grinned.I went to the kitchen and for once Ifelt lonely.This is my parents fault for cominghere. Hmph.I sat on the kitchen stool imaginingthat they're still here.I used to do that when I was a childand they're both away on a trip. Ialways had Robert back then. He'dsing to me while cooking me myfavorite breakfast even though thethe chef was there, ready to cook for me.He always made me feel important,specially at times when I feelIt's worthless and undeserving. I lookedup and glanced at the spot heoccupied yesterday. I didn't bother tostop my tears, crying always relievesmy heart from pain. It shows that I'mstrong enough to deal with how Ifeel. My dad told me that. I huggedmyself and just slumped my head onthe counter.After an hour, my stomach startedgrumbling and I realized I haven'teaten yet. I dried my tears and startedpreparing my breakfast. I went to theliving room and played music throughthe player to stop me from feelingalone again. I checked my phone andseeing no new messages, I placed iton the center table.I sang to each song played and evendanced a little. I finished cooking myfavorite dish that actually took sometime for me to cook. My cookingskills are getting rusty. I ate my foodas I hummed to the songs.Afterwards, I washed my plates,utensils and cleaned the mess I madein the kitchen while I was busy withMy concierto earlier.now.I went to the living room and turnedoff the music and turned on the TV.I watched the anime this time andjumped on the couch. I was actuallyhaving a good time and I realized thatI missed my childhood a lot. Thismade me think of my friends. I shouldreally call them some time.I picked up my phone and found out Ihad a few messages. I read each one.from: Momdear, you can come back home if youwant to. we miss you here. love you.take care always.Wow. Can mothers really feel it whentheir child is hurting? Amazing. Ityped and sent my reply saying thatI'm okay and I will go home if I getbored.from: Honeygood morning hon. i arrived safely bythe way, and i dreamt of us. :DI smiled but then I remembered Ididn't dream of anything last night.to: Honeyi love u hon. i will never get tired ofsaying this. :)I squealed. I'm being cheezy again!Then I started reading more texts.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Hon, I miss you. and i'm so sorry. i
hope you will not get mad at me.
remember we promised that you'll
pick me up at the airport right? well, i
just landed. my dad had an
emergency and we Immediately went
home way out of schedule. he's a
wreck right now and he's sending me
somewhere to relieve myself from the
stress. i think you're still sleeping
and i hope you'll understand. i love
u.
My eyes went wide with shock.
An emergency? Why is she
apologizing? Is she okay?
I panicked as I Replied to her as fast
as I can,
to: Honey
it's okay babe. are u okay? i'm
worried right now, please tell me
you're fine. :(
from: Honey
yes hon. i'm okay, though i keep on
worrying about dad, he's a little bit of
a workaholic and it's haunting him
now. I'm on the road right now, my
driver is sending me home. do not
worry now okay? I'm sorry for waking
you up. i miss u.
to: Honey
aahh. i'm glad. i miss you to the hon. but
i'm kinda sad we could not meet
sooner.: (i think you're tired from the
trip, I should let you rest.
from: Honey
it's okay hon. uhm, my dad is
sending me somewhere so i can not
arrange to meet you but how about
we go with your first plan ?
to: Honey
you mean, we'll meet at the first day
of class hon?
from: Honey
yes hon. since i think it's the earliest
time that we can meet. I can not wait to
see you. :)
to: Honey
me too hon. i love you so much,
please take care okay? and you
should take some rest. I do not want
you to get sick due to stress, as
much as i want to keep in touch with
you, your health comes first, so,
please sleep now, okay? mwah. :)
from: Honey
guide bribing me with a kiss? : D
I chuckled with her ​​reply.
to: Honey
maybe. : P kidding! mwah mwah
mwah. now please sleep hon. and
dream of me. :) Oh, scratch that, uhm,
dream of us ..: D
from: Honey
okay honey. i feel dizzy thinking of
your kisses. keke. i will. i love u.
mwah. :)
to: Honey
alright, now let's sleep and meet in
dreamland. i love you too hon. :)
I smiled a lot as I laid back down on
my bed. It's 4 AM but here I am,
giggling to myself.
In my darkness, you will always be
my light.
I sighed and closed my eyes.
Before I slept, a thought hovered
around my head.
Who will I see? Honey or Hearty?
Then darkness engulfed me.
I opened my eyes as the sunlight
tried to blind me off with its radiance.
I blinked.
Wow. I did not have a dream, or at
least I can not remember it.
I smiled as I glanced at my phone. I
texted Honey a good morning and I
Stood up to take a shower.
I felt so happy knowing Honey's back
that I actually took a lot of time to
get ready. I was singing / howling in
the bathroom as I celebrated Honey's
return.
When I finished, I picked my phone
up. No messages.
I sighed, maybe she's still asleep.
I smiled to myself.
Maybe she's still dreaming of me.
keke.
I smacked my forehead, how did I
Become this delusional? I shook my
head and grinned.
I went to the kitchen and for once I
felt lonely.
This is my parents fault for coming
here. Hmph.
I sat on the kitchen stool imagining
that they're still here.
I used to do that when I was a child
and they're both away on a trip. I
always had Robert back then. He'd
sing to me while cooking me my
favorite breakfast even though the
chef was there, ready to cook for me.
He always made ​​me feel important,
specially at times when I feel
worthless and undeserving. I looked
up and glanced at the spot he
occupied yesterday. I did not bother to
stop my tears, crying always relieves
my heart from pain. It shows that I'm
strong enough to deal with how I
feel. My dad told me that. I hugged
myself and just slumped my head on
the counter.
After an hour, my stomach started
grumbling and I Realized I have not
eaten yet. I dried my tears and started
preparing my breakfast. I went to the
living room and played music through
the player to stop me from feeling
alone again. I checked my phone and
seeing no new messages, I placed it
on the center table.
I played the song to each and even
Danced a little. I finished cooking my
favorite dish that actually took some
time for me to cook. My cooking
skills are getting rusty. I ate my food
as I hummed to the songs.
Afterwards, I washed my plates,
utensils and cleaned the mess I made
​​in the kitchen while I was busy with
my concierto Earlier,
I went to the living room and turned
off the music and turned on the TV.
I watched the anime this time and
jumped on the couch. I was actually
having a good time and I Realized that
I missed my childhood a lot. This
made ​​me think of my friends. I should
really call them some time.
I picked up my phone and found out I
had a few messages. I read each one,
from: Mom
dear, you can come back home if you
want to. we miss you here. love you,
take care always.
Wow. Can mothers really feel it when
Reviews their child is hurting? Amazing. I
typed and sent my reply saying that
I'm okay and I will go home if I get
bored.
from: Honey
good morning hon. i arrived safely by
the way, and I dreamed of us. : D
I smiled but then I remembered I
did not dream of anything last night.
to: Honey
i love u hon. i will never get tired of
saying this. :)
I squealed. I'm being cheezy again!
Then I started reading more texts.