::Teruntuk calon imam::Menjengukmu

::Teruntuk calon imam::


Menjengukmu dalam renunganku..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ...
...
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh ...

Apa kabar calon imamku disebrang sana?

semoga Allah selalu mendekapmu dengan rahmat-Nya,dan tak henti menghujanimu dengan cinta-Nya ...

Apa kabar hati? apa kabar iman? dimanakah iman itu? surutkah? atau ia tengah bersembunyi dan tak kita temukan ...

ataukah tak bersisa ? semoga Allah senantiasa menumbuhkannya dihati kita dan semoga kita termasuk golongan orang-orang yang memeliharanya


dengarlah sayang, saat kutuliskan surat ini aku hanyalah seorang hamba yang dho'if yang entah layakkah aku menyebut diriku sebagai hamba-Nya

kita hanyalah debu-debu kotor yang dapat habis tersapu angin ...
siapakah perduli pada debu-debu kotor itu ...


Kekasihku,jika kita tau seberapa luaskah jagad raya ini
maka sadarlah kita betapa kecilnya diri kita ...
Jika kita tau seberapa kuatnya penguasa jagad raya ini
sadarlah kita betapa lemahnya diri kita



Wahai lelakiku ...
tahukah engkau titah-Nya dalam surat cinta untuk hamba-Nya itu?
tentulah engkau tahu ...
kata-kata dalam lembaran suci itu adalah titah ...
sebagaimana saat ia berkata pada setiap wanita untuk menutup dirinya

maka kututup diriku agar Allah ridho padaku ...
itulah mengapa aku ingin engkau selalu memelihara pandanganmu ...


Bukankah inginmu miliki tulang rusuk yang solihat?
demikianpun aku ...
inginku aku adalah bagian dari tulang rusuk seorang yang sholih ...
yang menjadikan Allah sebagai sandaran hidup-Nya ...
yang menjadikan malam-malamnya sebagai perjumpaan dengan kekasih sejati-Nya

saat orang lain terlelap ia tengah tertunduk diatas sajadahnya
menengadahkan tangan menghimpun doa ...

Suatu hari nanti kita akan berjumpa
dalam kehendak-Nya
bukan dengan mahkota atau gaun indah
tapi dengan sebuah ikatan yang menghimpun kita dalam kecintaan-Nya


Percayalah,akupun amat dambakan perjumpaan itu
sebagaimana Siti Hawa merindukan Nabi Adam saat terpisah oleh kehendak-Nya
dengan kehendak-Nya mereka terpisah
maka dengan kehendak-Nya pulalah mereka dipertemukan


Maka berjuanglah sayang ...
perbanyak perbekalan untuk perjalanan yang melelahkan ini
aku percaya bilapun kita tak berjumpa didunia
Allah akan pertemukan kita disana
disisi-Nya dengan keindahan tak terkira....

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

:: Dear prospective priests::Menjengukmu in renunganku ...Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ......Assalam alaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh ...How are candidates imamku disebrang there?may God always mendekapmu with his grace, tireless and menghujanimu with his love ...How are you heart? How are you faith? where is faith? surutkah? Middle hid or he and we find ...or is it not left? may God always cause dihati us and may we include the people who keep themlisten dear, as I write this letter I was only a servant of the dho'if that either layakkah I call myself as his servantWe are simply dirty dust that can run out of wind swept away ...who care about dirty dust on it. ..My beloved, if we know how this universe luaskahthen we realized how small we are. ..If we know how tight the ruler of the universe isWe realized how weak we areO lelakiku ...thou know the commandment of his love letters to his servant?of course, you know ...the words in the Holy sheet is the commandment ...as when he said on every woman to close herthen kututup me so that God's Green to me. ..that's why I like to thee always keep pandanganmu ...Isn't it inginmu have a solihat the ribs?Likewise also the I. ..inginku I was part of a rib that Shaykh ...that makes God as the backrest of his ...which makes his nights as the encounter with his true loverWhen the others fell asleep he middle of the downcast above sajadahnyamenengadahkan a hand to gather a prayer ...Someday we will meetin his willnot with the Crown or beautiful dressbut with a bond which gathers us in his loveBelieve me, I sorely want encounter itas Siti Hawa missed Adam while separated by his willwith his will they separatethen with his will will they reunitedThen do your best sweetie ...multiply the supplies for the exhausting trip thisI believe we met bilapun in the worldGod will pertemukan us therehis hand with the beauty of the immeasurably ....

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Teruntuk seminarians :: :: see you in my thoughts .. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ... ... Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh ... How are you my priest disebrang candidate there? May Allah always mendekapmu with His mercy, and not stop menghujanimu with love- His ... How are you heart? What news of the faith? where is faith? surutkah? or he was hiding and there we find ... or no trace? may God continue to grow our hearts and that we belonged to the people who maintain it hear unfortunately, when I am writing this letter is simply a servant who dho'if who knows HOW I call myself as His servant we are only dust dirty consumable windswept ... who care about the dust dirty ... My love, if we know how widespread is this universe then we realized how little we are ... If we know how strong ruler of the universe realized how weak we ourselves we O my men ... do you know His precepts in a love letter to his servant? surely you know ... the words of the holy sheet that is a decree ... as when he told each woman to cover herself then closed it myself that God would bless me ... that's why I want you to always maintain your eyes ... Is not inginmu have ribs Solihat? so shall I ... inginku I was part of a Salih ribs ... which makes God as a backrest His life ... which makes his nights as a true encounter with his lover while others slept he was bent over the mat lifted a hand to collect prayer ... One day we will meet in his will not to the crown or the beautiful dress but with a bond which brings us to love Him Believe me, I will very dearer encounter it as Eve Adam missed when separated by his will to his will they separate it to his will precisely they reunited So persevere dear ... multiply supplies for this exhausting journey I believe if they do not we see the world God will arrange a meeting us there beside him with immeasurable beauty ....