Sadar kah jemarimu selalu lukai hat

Sadar kah jemarimu selalu lukai hatiku? Ingatkah perkataanmu selalu menghancurleburkan mimpi-mimpiku? Apakah aku tak pantas bahagia bersamamu? Terlalu banyak pertanyaan. Aku muak sendiri. Aku mencintaimu yang belum tentu mencintaiku. Aku mengagumimu yang belum tentu paham dengan rasa kagum aku.

Aku bukan siapa-siapa di matamu, dan tak akan pernah menjadi siapa-siapa. Sebenarnya, aku juga ingin tahu, di manakah kauletakkan hatiku yang selama ini kuberikan padamu. Tapi, kamu pasti enggan menjawab dan tak mau tahu soal rasa penasaranku. Siapakah seseorang yang telah beruntung karena memiliki hatimu?

Mungkin... semua memang salahku. Yang menganggap semuanya berubah sesuai keinginanku. Yang bermimpi bisa menjadikanmu lebih dari teman. Salahkah jika perasaanku bertumbuh melebihi batas kewajaran? Aku mencintaimu tidak hanya sebagi teman, tapi juga sebagai seseorang yang bergitu bernilai dalam hidupku.

Namun, semua jauh dari harapku selama ini. Mungkin, memang aku yang terlalu berharap terlalu banyak. Akulah yang tak menyadari posisiku dan tak menyadari letak kamu yang sungguh jauh dari genggaman tangan. Akulah yang bodoh. Akulah yang bersalah!

Tenanglah, tak perlu memerhatikanku lagi. Aku terbiasa tersakiti kok, terutama jika sebabnya kamu. Tidak perlu basa-basi, aku bisa sendiri. Dan, kamu pasti tak sadar, aku berbohong jika aku bisa begitu mudah melupakanmu.

Menjauhlah. Aku ingin dekat-dekat dengan kesepian saja, di sana lukaku terobati, di sana tak kutemui orang sepertimu, yang berganti-ganti topeng dengan mudahnya, yang berkata sayang dengan gampangnya.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Conscious kah jemarimu lukai always my heart? Always remember your Word pulverize mimpi-mimpiku? If I'm not happy with you deserve? Too many questions. I'm sick of myself. I love you that is not necessarily love me. I admire you who aren't necessarily familiar with the taste amazed me.I'm not anybody in your eyes, and will never be nobody. Actually, I would also like to know, where hast thou my heart that I gave you. But, you certainly reluctant to answer and do not want to know the matter of taste penasaranku. Who is the person who has been fortunate to have your heart?Maybe ... all my fault indeed. That assumes everything is changed according my desire. That dream can make you into more of a friend. Wrong if my feelings grow to exceed the limits of reasonableness? I love you not only as a friend, but also as someone who bergitu value in my life.However, all is far from harapku. Perhaps, indeed I too expect too much. I was not aware of the posisiku and was not aware of the layout you are really far from hand. I am a fool. I am the guilty!Calm down, no need to be memerhatikanku again. I'm accustomed to hurt kok, especially if it is you. Don't need pleasantries, I could own. And, you are definitely not aware, I lie if I could so easily forget you.Stay away. I want to close-close to the loneliness alone, refusing to get in there, there is not I've met people like you, who alternated with masks, who said it's a shame with easy.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Did aware fingers always hurt my heart? Remember your words always pulverize my dreams? Do I not deserve to be happy with you? Too many questions. I'm sick of myself. I love which is not necessarily love. I admire who are not necessarily familiar with awe me. I was a nobody in your eyes, and will never be anyone. Actually, I also want to know, where shalt lay my heart that I gave you this time. But, you certainly did not answer and did not want to know about my curiosity. Who is someone who has been fortunate to have a heart? Maybe ... all of it was my fault. That considers everything changed according wishes. The dream can make you more than a friend. Wrong to my feelings grow beyond the limits of reasonableness? I love you not only as a friend, but also as someone who bergitu valuable in my life. However, all I hoped for much from this. Perhaps, indeed I too expect too much. I am not aware of the position and not be aware of the location you are really far away from the hand. I am stupid. I am guilty! Calm down, do not need to be paying attention to me anymore. I used to get hurt anyway, especially if you why. No need ado, I could own. And, you must be unconscious, I lied when I could so easily forget you. Stay away. I want to go near the lonely only, there my wounds treated, there is not met someone like you, who alternated mask easily, which says affection so easily.