Hidup ku berubah berbeda jauh diman

Hidup ku berubah berbeda jauh dimana ketaatan dan ketaqwaan yang dulu ku pelihara? ?
Sungguh aku tak ingin hidup tak ter arah dan sia sia

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

My life changed that much different from obedience and devotion that my first pet? ?
I really do not want to live there too, and vain direction

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

My life changed so different where obedience and devotion that used to look after me?
Seriously I do not want to live no ter direction and sia sia