Aku mohon maaf...bila hari ini aku

Aku mohon maaf...bila hari ini aku baru bisa membalas suratmu..!?
Membaca dua surat yang sama yang kau kirim dan yang terakhir kemarin isi suratmu ada kemarahan disana.
Tatiana.. Aku mengerti mungkin aku salah ...tapi aku tidak mencari-cari alasan untuk membenarkan alasanku itu. Setelah aku baca dua surat yang sama ..aku mulai gelisah dan terus berpikir apa yang aku harus jawab..! Mudah ...memang kalau menjawab hanya untuk menyenangkan hati seseorang..
berkomunikasi dan bertemu orang yang di rindukan ..siapa yang tidak akan senang...?!
Aku disini tidak menyembunyikan sesuatu .aku orang yang apa adanya.
aku mulai berpikir tentang diriku sendiri..apa aku pantas untuk semua itu ...
Tidak banyak Tuhan menghadirkan cinta mungkin kau adalah salah satunya, dia ada disaat yang tidak tepat dengan keadaanku. Sebelum perasaanku semakin dalam
Tatiana ....kau terlalu sempurna untukku..kau cantik, menarik dan baik hati aku bisa merasakan itu. sekarang merasa aku tidak pantas untuk ada di kehidupanmu.
Aku benci harus mengatakan ini dan aku dan benci pada diriku sendiri yang terlalu rapuh untuk hal seperti ini.
Aku menyerah pada keadaan....
Biarlah matahari menyinari bumi dan bisa terasa kehangatannya bisa terlihat, tanpa aku harus mengapai dan menyentuhnya.
Setengah jiwaku pergi..tapi dia terus akan aku ingat. Terima kasih untuk semuanya....Tatiana.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

I'm sorry ... when today I could reply to suratmu ..!?Read two of the same letters that you send and the last yesterday's content suratmu there is anger there.Tatiana ... I understand maybe I'm wrong ... but I'm not looking for reasons to justify the alasanku of it. After I read the two letters are the same.. I'm getting restless and keep thinking what I should answer ..! Easily ... indeed if the answer just to please someone ...communicate and meet people who are in long. .. who would not love to ...?!I'm not here to hide something. I am the person for what they are. I started thinking about myself ... What I deserve for all of that ...Not many Lord presents love maybe you are one of them, he was there when not appropriate with the situation. Before getting in the way I feel Tatiana .... you're too perfect for me. .. you're beautiful, attractive and kind I could feel it. now feel I don't deserve to exist in your life.I hate having to say this and I hate myself too fragile for anything like this. I gave up on the State. ...Let the sun upon the Earth and could feel homely warmth can be seen, without fulfilling and I had to touch it.Half my soul go.. but he keeps going I remember. Thanks for everything .... Tatiana.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

I'm sorry ... if today I could only reply letter ..!?
Reading the same two letters you sent and the final contents of your letter yesterday there was anger there.
Tatiana .. I know maybe I'm wrong ... but I do not looking for excuses to justify the reason. After I read the same two letters ..I began to get nervous and kept thinking what I should answer ..! Easy ... does that answer only to please someone ..
communicate and meet people in the longed ..siapa which will not be happy ...?!
I'm here not hide anything .I people are what they are.
I started thinking about myself sendiri..apa I deserve for all of it ...
Not much you may love the Lord brings is one of them, he was there when that was not right with my condition. Before feelings deepened
Tatiana .... you're too perfect untukku..kau beautiful, interesting and kind I can feel it. now feel I do not deserve to have on your life.
I hate to say this and I hate myself and too fragile to something like this.
I gave up on the state ....
Let the sun shining on the earth and could feel its warmth can be seen, without I must mengapai and touch it.
Half of my soul pergi..tapi he kept going I remember. Thank you for everything .... Tatiana.