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Entah apa perasaan yang kurasakan saat ini, aku tidak tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi pada diri ini, aku hanya menginginkan perubahan, perubahan yang belum pernah semua orang rasakan, aku menginginkan perubahan kecil pada diri, meski itu hal yang kecil.
Aku begitu lemah tatkala rasa itu merajalela dalam jiwa, aku begitu rapuh ketika rasa itu tumbuh dan menjalar hingga hati terdalam, aku tahu dan aku mengerti bahwa aku tidak layak untuk hasrat ini. Aku harus kuat dan bisa menghapus segala apa yang ada dalam benakku ini. Dan setiap kali aku mencoba mewarnai sendiri hari-hariku, sesosok mahluk ciptaan tuhan datang menghampiri hingga memberi warna di setiap langkah ku. Dia adalah malaikat penolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Whatever the feeling of how I felt at the moment, I do not know what actually happened to it, I just want a change, a change that hasn't been everyone feels, I want small changes myself, though it's a small thing.I was so weak when the flavor was rampant in the soul, I'm so iffy when it grows and extends to the deepest heart, I know and I understand that I am not worthy for this desire. I must be strong and able to remove everything what is in my mind. And every time I tried coloring my days alone, a figure approaching the sentient creation of God came to give the colors at every step. He is the Angel of penolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

I wonder what the feelings that I feel today, I do not know what actually happened to this, I just wanted a change, a change that has not been everyone felt, I wanted a small change in yourself, even if it is a minor thing.
I was so weak when flavor was rampant in the soul, I'm so vulnerable when it grew and spread flavor up to the deepest heart, I know and I understand that I am not fit for this desire. I must be strong and able to remove everything that's on my mind. And every time I tried to dye my days alone, a figure creatures of god came over to give me the color at every step. She is an angel helper.