bismillah....Kenyataan dan bukan se

bismillah....
Kenyataan dan bukan semata karena nafsu.
namun....Ridho dari sang illahi robbi.
terkadang....aku berfikir.
begitu sulit untuk menyambut bahkan menyapa rasa hasrat yang baru.
aku takut bahkan tak kuasa jikalau harus tersakiti dan kecewa.
hanya karena sebuah kepercayaan yang terkhianati.
namun.....setelah aku bersua dengan mu.
dan engkau pun meyakinkan aku dengan jujur dalam ikhlas mu.
seakan rona hati terisi oleh ketenangan.
aku tak berharap sepenuh nya akan engkau dalam hadir ku.
karena..aku faham.
aku pun tidak seutuh nya sempurna untuk mu.
berjalan dan biarkan rasa kasih kita bersandar dalam naungan
mighrab cinta sang khaliq yang haqiqi.
dan semuanya tanpa bahkan harus berada dalam publikasi.
hanya...dalam ikhlas di keridhoan.
insya allah....kau dan aku mampu menjabat hingga hallal nya ijab dalam Qobul-Nya.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

bismillah ....
reality and not just because of lust.
but .... the blessing of the divine Robbi.
sometimes .... I think.
so difficult to embrace even say hello to a new sense of passion.
I'm afraid even could not have hurt and disappointed if.
just because a belief is betrayed.
however ..... after I met with you.
and you had to convince me to be honest in your sincerity.
seemed to be filled with tranquility hue.
I do not expect her to thee in all my my present.
because .. I understand.
I was not his seutuh perfect for you.
running and let our compassion rests in the shade
mighrab love khaliq that haqiqi.
and all without even having to be in publication.
just ...the sincerity in the pleasure.
insha allah .... you and I was able to shake up his hallal his consent in qobul.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

bismillah ....
reality and not merely because of the lust.
but ....Ridho from the divine robbi.
sometimes ... I think.
so hard to embrace even greet the new desire taste.
I'm afraid even if power is not to be hurt and disappointed.
only because of a belief that terkhianati.
but. .... after I meets with you.
and you were convinced I was honestly in thy liberality.
as if heart filled by rona tranquility.
I do not expect her to be as full as you in my present.
because ...I understand.
I did not seutuh him perfectly to you.
walking and let the love we leaned in the shade
mighrab love the khaliq the haqiqi.
and everything without even having to be in publication.
only ...in sincere in.
also inshallah. ... you and I are capable of serving until his consent in hallal Qobul before him.