Sekarang aku sendiri !Sendirian...d

Sekarang aku sendiri !
Sendirian...
dan menyendiri.
Aku juga tidak pernah
kecewa ataupun mengeluh.
aku memulai hariku,
Menarik nafas sedalam mungkin,
Memanggil namamu di awal bangun dan awal tidurku.
aku berdoa untukmu.
" semoga engkau selalu sehat dan dilimpahkan segala berkah kebaikan kebaikan dari allah"

Senyuman indah disetiap sapaan orang,
tertawa lepas disetiap obrolan.
Aku tunjukkan dengan semangat palsu.
Berulah seperti aku hidup dgn ketiadaan beban

Kesendirianku yg sekarang adalah Pemberian
Hari hari yang aku jalani adalah Tugas
Penantian ku adalah Kesabaran yang tulus.
Berharap untuk bersama kembali, sudahlah mustahil.
Karena itu telah terucapkan keluar..
Tak ada lagi harapan, dan tergantikan dengan kehampaan.

aku hadir...
aku menghargai..
aku patuh.
aku tidak memberontak.
aku apa adanya
aku ada, dan
aku membawa kemanapun JANJI JANJI
yang pernah kita sepakati.
Sebuah janji terakhir yang pernah kamu ucapkan
untuk aku, jangan pernah meninggalkanmu sekecil apapun dalam keadaan apapun.
Aku bertahan dan aku menunggumu...
Walau akhirnya berujung kekosongan
Ataupun berujung pada kehilangan jiwa yang sakral ini
untuk pergi menghadap sang pencipta.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Now I own!Alone ...and aloof.I also neverdisappointed or complain.I start my day,Draw breath as deep as possible,Call your name at the start up and the beginning of my sleep.I pray for you."we wish thee always healthy and assigned all the goodness of God's goodness and blessings"Beautiful smile every greeting people,laugh it off every chat.I'd point out the fake spirit.Acting like I'm living with the absence of loadKesendirianku wrote now is the grantYesterday the day that I went through was a choreMy anticipation is a sincere Patience.Hope to be together again, never mind the impossible.Because it has been unspoken out..There is no hope, and replaced with nothingness.I present ...I appreciate the ...I dutifully.I'm not rebellious.I what it isI exist, andI carry wherever the PROMISE PLEDGE we ever agree upon.A last promise that once you sayfor me, never left you the slightest under any circumstances.I survived and I'm waiting for you ...Although eventually led to the voidOr results in the loss of this sacred souls went to the creator.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Now I'm alone!
Alone ...
and aloof.
I also never
disappointed or complain.
I start my day,
Breathe deeply as possible,
Calling your name at the start up and early bed.
I pray for you.
"I hope you always healthy and delegated all blessings kindness goodness of the gods " beautiful smile every greeting people, laugh every conversation. I show the false spirit. acting like I'm living with the absence of load loneliness that now is Giving Day is the day that I live Task Waiting is my sincere patience. Hope to together again, never mind impossible. Because it has been uttered out .. There is no hope, and replaced with nothing. I attended ... I appreciate .. I behaved. I was not rebellious. I am what I am, and I'm carrying around PROMISE PROMISE we ever agreed on. A final appointment you ever say to me, do not ever leave the slightest under any circumstances. I survived and I'm waiting for you ... Although eventually culminate vacancy Or lead to loss of life which is sacred to go facing creator ,