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Entah apa perasaan yang kurasakan saat ini, aku tidak tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi pada diri ini, aku hanya menginginkan perubahan, perubahan yang belum pernah semua orang rasakan, aku menginginkan perubahan kecil pada diri, meski itu hal yang kecil.
Aku begitu lemah tatkala rasa itu merajalela menggerayapi jiwa, aku begitu rapuh ketika rasa itu tumbuh dan menjalar hingga hati terdalam, aku tahu dan aku mengerti bahwa aku tidak layak untuk hasrat ini. Aku harus kuat dan bisa menghapus segala apa yang ada dalam benakku ini. Dan setiap kali aku mencoba mewarnai sendiri hari-hariku, sesosok mahluk ciptaan tuhan datang menghampiri hingga memberi warna di setiap langkah ku. Dia adalah malaikat meponolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Whatever the feelings that I feel at this moment, I do not know what actually happened to it, I just want a change, a change that hasn't been everyone feels, I want small changes myself, though it's a small thing.I was so weak when the flavor was rampant menggerayapi people, I'm so iffy when it grows and propagates to the deepest heart, I know and I understand that I'm not worthy of this desire. I must be strong and able to remove everything what is in my mind on this. And every time I tried coloring my days alone, a figure approaching the sentient creation of God came to give the colors in my every step. He is the Angel of meponolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

I wonder what feelings I feel today, I do not know what really happened to this, I just wanted a change, a change that has not been everyone felt, I wanted a small change in himself, even though it was a small thing.
I was so weak when taste The rampant menggerayapi soul, I'm so vulnerable when it grows and spreads flavor to the deepest heart, I know and I understand that I am not fit for this desire. I must be strong and able to remove all that is in my mind this. And every time I tried coloring alone my days, a figure creatures of god came over to give me the color in each step. She is an angel meponolongku.