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Entah apa perasaan yang kurasakan saat ini, aku tidak tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi pada diri ini, aku hanya menginginkan perubahan, perubahan yang belum pernah semua orang rasakan, aku menginginkan perubahan kecil pada diri, meski itu hal yang kecil.
Aku begitu lemah tatkala rasa itu merajalela menggerayapi jiwa, aku begitu rapuh ketika rasa itu tumbuh dan menjalar hingga hati terdalam, aku tahu dan aku mengerti bahwa aku tidak layak untuk hasrat ini. Aku harus kuat dan bisa menghapus segala apa yang ada dalam benakku ini. Dan setiap kali aku mencoba mewarnai sendiri hari-hariku, sesosok mahluk ciptaan tuhan datang menghampiri hingga memberi warna di setiap langkah ku. Dia adalah malaikat meponolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

whatever feelings I feel now, I do not know what really happened to this, I just wanted a change, a change that has never tasted everyone, I wanted a small change in themselves, even though it's a minor thing.
I was so weak when The sense of rampant menggerayapi soul, I'm so vulnerable when it grows and spreads a sense to be the deepest,I know and I understand that I am not fit for this desire. I must be strong and able to remove all that is in the back of my mind. and every time I tried coloring my days alone, a figure gods creatures came over to give me color in every step. he is an angel meponolongku.

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Whatever the feeling of how I felt at the moment, I do not know what actually happened to it, I just want a change, a change that hasn't been everyone felt, I wanted a small changes myself, though it's a small thing.
I was so weak when the flavor was rampant menggerayapi soul, I guess it's so fragile when it grows and spreads to the liver, the deepest I know and I understand that I'm not worthy of this desire. I must be strong and able to remove everything what is in my mind. And every time I tried coloring my days alone, a figure of God's creatures came up to provide color approached at every step. He is the Angel of meponolongku.