Mom...tahu kah dirimu betapa aku me

Mom...tahu kah dirimu betapa aku merindukanmu?
Aku rindu bercerita tentang segalanya
saat aku berkeluh kesah tentang kesedihanku engkau selalu memberiku semangat untuk mengatasinya..
saat aku merasa sendiri dan tak seorangpun mengerti aku
ingin rasanya berada di dekatmu..tapi aku tak ingin membebanimu dengan kesedihanku...
Biarlah kupendam sendiri semua rasa sakit hati ini semua kesedihan ini
walaupun mereka selalu menganggap aku baik baik saja, dan mereka tak perduli apa yang aku rasa.

Aku tidak ingin menyesalinya...seperti katamu "bertanggung jawablah atas pilihanmu"
Walaupun semakin bertahan aku merasa tak akan sanggup melewatinya...

Mom...maafkan aku..
saat aku menuliskan ini...seperti biasa besok pagi engkau akan bertelepon dan menanyakan keadaanku...ya aku baik baik saja dengan air mata ini.

Sekalipun mereka mempersalahkan aku..
tapi aku tahu aku punya ibu yang juga akan membelaku...bukan hanya dia yang punya ibu...

Sehat sehat selalu mama
aku akan kuat lebih kuat lagi

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Mom ... you know yourselves how much I miss you kah? I miss telling you about everythingWhen I'm bitching about my grief thou always gave me the spirit to overcome it. ..When I feel alone and no one understands me It feels like to be on therefore.. but I do not want membebanimu with my grief ...Let the kupendam own all this heartache all this sadnessAlthough they always assume I'm just fine, and they do not care what I think.I don't want to regret it ... as you said "responsible answer upon your choice"Although increasingly survive I feel will not be able to get through ...Mom ... forgive me. ..as I write this ... as usual tomorrow morning you will call and ask the situation ... Yes I'm fine with tears.Though they blamed me.but I know I have a mother who will also be membelaku ... it's not just him who had a mother ...Healthy healthy always mamaI will be strong even stronger again

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Mom ... Did you know how much I miss you?
I miss talked about everything
when I lamented about the sadness you always gave me the spirit to overcome it ..
when I felt alone and nobody understood me
wishing it was in dekatmu..tapi I do not want burdened with sadness ...
Let kupendam himself all the pain is all this sadness
even though they always thought I was fine, and they do not care what I think. I do not want to regret it ... as you say "take responsibility for the choice" Although increasingly survive I feel will not be able to pass ... Mom ... I'm sorry .. as I write this ... as usual tomorrow morning you will be on the phone and ask my situation ... yeah I'm alright with these tears. Even if they blame me .. but I know I have a mother who will also defend me ... not only she who had a mother ... Healthy healthy mama always I will be strong even stronger